It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you where mine for life

We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long

Another Song.

Lyrics :
[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

One Song To Recommend -> "Jenny" by Click Five

Lyrics :

She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.

Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.

First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.

She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and I'm not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.

First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.

On a cool drizzly day, Mark has decided to ask Juliet out to East Coast Park(ECP) for a cycle. Although Mark knows its his first time going to ECP with a girl alone, he will try his very best to make her day better than ever.

He approaches Juliet and ask her for her permission to go out with her. Juliet agreed to him. Mark was very happy to hear her say that.

They met at a common interchange and took a bus from there to ECP. The funny thing was, both of them were not sure of where to drop and what bus to take. So from the bus interchange, they roughly took the bus that they were sure of they would make it to ECP.

After about an hour, they finally arrived at ECP. However, it was drizzling! As a result of that, they did not continue with the idea of cycling because Mark wasn't a very good cyclist. He had never really cycled before. So they took a break at Burger King(BK) to wait for the drizzle to stop.

About 15mins later, the rain still did not stop. So they decided that they should go on with their idea of cycling. They chose their bikes, got on and set off!

At first Mark was not really steady in riding it, but after awhile he got used to it. All thanks to Juliet. They went to one end of ECP to the other end. When they reached the furthest end, they took a rest under a shelter.

About 3 dogs with their owner walked past the shelter. The 3 dogs were really cute. Each of them had their own characteristic. 1 was obedient. 1 was playful. 1 was curious about the big drain just beside the walkway, as it walked past the drain, it continue to look into it. Kinda cute yeah.

While they were still sitting down alone, Mark was thinking that it was the right time & right place to confess to Juliet. He had in mind what he should be telling Juliet already. However, he did not have the courage to do so.

So they began to cycle back to the kiosk. At this point of time, Mark had decided that he must do it now or never.

Mark : Juliet, I have something to tell a very long time ago.
Juliet : What?
Mark : Something that is very important.
Juliet : What?..
Mark : Something that would change the world!
Juliet : Wait, if you want to tell me something, just tell me. If you dont, den dont.
Mark : Umm..

While they were having this conversation, Juliet almost knocked into another cyclist on the road. So they stopped to see if that cyclist was alright. Luckily nothing happened, so they continue to cycle back.

Juliet : Oh ya, what was that you wanted to tell me?
Mark : I love you.

*Silence for 5mins*

Mark : Will you..
Juliet : What?
Mark : Arg. Never mind.

After this conversation took place, they were much quieter than ever. Mark was pretty dumb to not ask her to go steady with him. Whatever.

After returning their bikes, they walked back to the bus stop. While they were still at ECP on the way back, Juliet told Mark that she would have regretted coming out with him if she did not have the chance to push him into the water OR she has not been piggyback-ed by Mark. So Mark has to make a choice.

Mark didn't like getting wet in the water because he was wearing a long pants and his shoes. How stupid of him to wear this outfit to the beach. So he chose to piggyback Juliet. He carried Juliet on his back from the beach, all the way through the underpass and out the underpass. How strong he is. Ha ha.

After piggying-back her, Mark was really exhausted and dying x.X

They made their way to the bus stop and took a bus to J8 to grab something to eat. While on the bus, Juliet tried to sleep on Mark's shoulder but it was really uncomfortable because the leg space was too narrow for her.

While at J8, Mark wanted to buy baby Tasmania for Juliet. However, it was sold out and there was only the medium and big size left. So they made their way back to the bus stop to get home.

As the gentleman, Mark waited for Juliet to board her bus first before he gets onto his bus.

When Juliet's bus came, she immediately asked Mark to stand up. He had no idea why she asked him to stand up.

Juliet : Stand up.
Mark : Why?
Juliet : Hurry up, stand up quickly.

*Mark stands*
*Juliet hugs him*

Aww. Mark got stunned and remained a "kookoo" for about a min. That was his very first time that someone hugged him voluntarily. He felt he was such a lucky man on earth.

To Juliet, her favourite part of the day was when Mark piggyback-ed Juliet for a distance. The reason was probably it was her first time that someone piggyback-ed her. For Mark, every part of the day was memorable for him. The End.

Mark's Losing It

Weeks have past, Mark has been holding onto the love for Juliet. He dreamt of Juliet being taken away from Kelvin right in front of him. He was very desperate for Juliet. However, there are so many factors that is stopping him from doing so.

Up till now, Mark has not asked Juliet to go steady with him. He was afraid he would make another girl's heart break, or even his. What's more depressing is that, Mark's losing it!

Mark has been feeling pain alone, all alone by himself. He still does not know if Juliet is sure of his feelings for her. Sometimes Mark felt that Juliet was playing around with him. The world is just so complicated. He must make things clear sooner or later.

Valentine's Day is coming up. He should think of something to do. But what? Should he end everything or just continue to feel pain inside.

Why!

Why does Mark always feel dejected. Ever since the start of the new year, Mark stopped contacting Christine for almost the whole year.
Reasons : Phone spoiled, Mark does not dare to chat with Christine becus he's afraid that he'll bore Christine to death.

What has Mark been doing during the whole year without Christine?

Lately, Mark has been touching up wif Juliet. Juliet is his classmate whom is always jovial. The way she talks to people is always full of energy. She can be very hyperactive at times. She's also very observant and she will mark people's words for real Well, besides that, she can be quiet at times and stay by a corner all by herself.

Mark and Juliet went on a school trip to Cameron Highlands once before with other schoolmates.
They also took part in an element project together and won a Gold Award. These events made them bond closer together.

Recently, Mark & Juliet has been chatting for quite alot. In their conversations, they can get quite intimidate at times. Mark even asked her out. But of course, in the end, they didn't go out together. What's more surprising is that, Mark realized he has developed a feeling of attachment for her. However, he could not bring himself to express his love for her.

What's stopping him to go for it?

He has no idea why he likes her in the first place. Which part, which area, which character/behavior. He absolutely has no idea why he likes her. Furthermore, sometimes he feels that she's being too childish.

Whatever it is, Mark continues to talk and flirt around Juliet. However, Mark feels that he is a failure in front of Juliet often. Partly because of Kelvin. Kelvin is Juliet's new partner in their home classroom. They got along quite well, in fact quite very well.

What Mark feels about Kelvin is that he is in his way because of the way he talks to Juliet. The way he talks to Juliet is just like how he does it to the previous girl he likes. Mark doesn't know what's on Kelvin's mind, so he continues to act normally in school.

He knows he doesn't want to lose Juliet to someone else. But he couldn't do a thing less. All he could do is just to wait and see what happens.

Apart from that, he realize Christine's image is being flashed in his mind time and again.

What should he do? What could he do?

Lols. I found a new maths trick.

Here goes. ( a^2 = a to the power of 2)

Let a & b = 1

a = 1, b = 1 So...

a = b (multiply both sides by a) What will you get?

a^2 = ab

(Subtract b^2 in both sides)

a^2 - b^2 = ab - b^2

So, you factorise em' now.

(a+b)(a-b) = b(a-b)

Ok? Clear enuff?

Now you divide both sides by (a-b)

(a+b)(a-b) = b(a-b)
------------- -------
(a-b) (a-b)

Right.. Now you "cancel", what will you get?

(a+b) = b

Substitute back.

1 + 1 = 1!

Obviously,

2 = 1! Amazing huh.

Suay ar today.

Today in Amaths lesson. I asked Mdm.Loh if i can continue using my sister's textbook. Its the older version.

Teacher : "No."

Me : "Why?"

Teacher : "Everybody's using the new textbook, and its the new syllabus."

Me : "But this old textbook have more chapters than the old one. I can cancel the chapters we not going to study."

Teacher : "No. Its different syllabus. You have to get the new book. The questions are different."

Me : "But this book more chapter. Questions i can look at *points at hong yao book*"

Teacher : "No! You cant depend on him. This is a selfish act. You have to get your own book"

Me : "Huh? What selfish act? I look at his book onli *interupted* "

Teacher : "Ok. I dont want to quarrel with you. If you nvr complete your work you will get punishment."

-Teacher walks away-

ZzZZ.. This commotion sounded like i was quarreling with my parent or somewhat like that.

5mins later it was about to bell ring. Mr.Arman, my history teacher came to find me. He is also one of the teacher in-charge of the prefects/counsellors. Before Mr.Arman could tell me anything, Mdm.Loh came to COMPLAIN to Mr.Arman about me.

Mdm Loh : "Is he a good prefect?"

Mr.Arman : "Ar?"

Mdm Loh : "Can i complain something about him? Jus now har. He argue with me he dont want to buy the new Amaths book. Very stubborn."

Mr.Arman : "Haha?"

-Mdm Loh walks back to class-

Mr.Arman : *opens mouth and laugh coldly* "What kind of nonsense you coming up with?"

Me : *Lol*

Den i jus skipped what he asked. And carried on with what he wanted to tell me. O c'mon. Mdm Loh, its not that i DONT WANT to buy the book. Since when in our arguement did i say i DONT WANT to buy. I was jus checking sure if this older version is really not able to be used. Who in the WORLD said i DONT WANT to buy?!

Stuffing words into my mouth huh? Its also such a SMALL matter. For what in the world did you COMPLAIN for?! I think Mr.Arman finds it a childish matter too. COMPLAIN QUEEN..

Ms.Munira told my class that she recieved complains from teachers about this class too. I bet its Mdm.Loh that complained to her about my class =.= About all the small matters. zzz.

Today rly unlucky ar. Go home. Walking to bathroom. Knocked on the door handle of my room. Pain ar my waist.

Come out of bathroom. Knocked into a basket. =.="